Sunday, May 1, 2016

A Little Thanks

At the start of my personal musical journey the only thing I sang were hymnals. I can remember sitting in church listening to my father preach and instead of opening my bible to psalms chapter four, opening the hymnal to one-twenty-four. I would sing the hymns in the melody I thought the words fit, usually I was wrong but sometimes I would get so close to it being right. I guess you could say this is the start of my musical journey. It wasn't until eight grade I had any musical training. Mrs. Debra Thomas was my first music teacher, I cannot thank her enough for the influence she had on me. She, and Samantha Edwards taught me how to read musical(I'm pretty rusty). Mrs. Thomas encouraged me to step out of my shell. But she is not the only people who have helped me on my musical journey so far, I have to thank Mr. Gardner and Mr. Obren as well. Mr. Gardner taught me to fake it till I make it. Which I think can be transferred into a 'real world' motto. And Mr. Obren taught me to prove people wrong, to not always except that what people say as a criticism but rather a nudge to better or as constructive criticism. Because of the opportunity Mr. Obren gave me I was given the confidence and passion to sing in front of a crowd. Mr. O noticed me in eight grade when I sang 'Hero' by Super chick. He approached me later asking if I was interested in a band like group called Fusion. I was so shocked that he thought I was good enough to be in Fusion. I had never really performed alone before and much less live. In choir it's easy to hide behind the other voices. My freshman year of Fusion was rough, I was really depressed and instead of letting the music help make me feel better I turned away, it wasn't until Obren said he would kick me out that I realized what I would lose if I gave this up. After that I was at every game  and show playing my heart out. And by some miracle he invited me back the following years. Mr. Obren is honestly one of the only people I want make proud. He doesn't know it but made an impact on me that I am very grateful for. He has not only got under my skin so deep I swear he were a termite but he has also been one of the people who inspired me to chase my dream and start a band. I want to change the world, and my life with my music. I want to make Obren, my mom, and myself proud. I want to 'make it' as a musician, but I also want to be a music teacher. I want to open a School of Rock of sorts and help inspire children the way Mr. Obren, Mrs. Thomas, and Mr. Gardner inspired me. I want to have my students performing at a major league baseball game or even at Disneyland. Because of these people I am grateful and would like to say thank you. Thank you for starting me on a journey I hope never comes to an end. Thank you for planting a seed of love for music in my soul. I'm happy that this is just the start of my journey and that there will be many more teachers. But I figured that because I am graduating and have never thanked them properly that I thought now would be a perfect opportunity.

2 comments:

  1. That was amazing that you could publically give a thank you to all those individuals that inspired a greater good in you. Sometimes a simple thank you, even if they do not really understand what the thank you is pertaining to, is all that is needed to make a person smile. I am in love with your voice and to hear that you had struggled but persevered through those hardships makes the world look so differently through my eyes and I believe that there is a greater good out there and that gives me hope in my dreams. I would not give up on my dreams even if I have to suffer through hardships because I know that if you could do it then I can to. Thank you for sharing, Jena.

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  2. We all have that hand full of people that really inspired us to be who we are. I'm not sure who mine are, as i want to be a high school counselor, lol. I know it wasn't the counselors at our school. But there is one person who all of us have in common. That person is our caregiver, whether it is mom, dad, grandma, or cousin, they people who raise us have a huge impact in our lives and helping us create our passion for whatever it may be. Make sure you let them know how much they mean to you in person, i know i let my mom know every day. This really made me wonder who helped spark that fire in me to study psychology, thanks Jena.

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